I fucking hate when im left hanging like this. Not knowing what's the outcome. It's kind of like i know what's gona happen but i dont really know.. but i just want it to get it settled. There's too much damage done. We're both emotionally exhausted. My soul is crumbling down. I cant handle it much longer. It's a burden to wait even for a few days. It's my last straw. I have nothing left in me. I cant even remember his smile. All i see is wrath and hatred. Im yearning for the love we had before. It was what made me strong. Now im weak and fragile. Is this what love is? It sure is not easy. I didnt know what i was in for. I hate the fact that im young and that im still learning.. because i made stupid mistakes and wasted something that could've been special. I dont know what else to think. My thoughts are blurred. My feelings are stirred. You're alone without your friends... but Im alone without you.
p.s. I love my blog. It doesn't do anything but 'listen'. |
